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2010年11月21日星期日

Again

Four months of hiatus, here i am again.
nothing much actually, but it's just that a few things happened.


Firstly, betrayal of my pair work assignment partner.
this is a rather complicated thing, for if it's to be blamed, both of us were at fault.
I trust her too much on the celebrity selection, she's too lazy to find another one,
if the lecturer seeks for  fault, we both had our wrongs, if it ever gets to me, i had nothing to say.
however, she put all the blame to me, makingt me as the one who's been blamed. can't imagine a bitch would do that, should've known that it will come to this. i had learn the mistake with a heavy price, and i vow to not make it again.


Secondly, it's all about HER
This is some girl that i could've fall on to, but i didn't.
the reason is, because of distance, religion, and value.
Distance as far as the other side of the country, for me it's rather unbearable to conduct long distance relationship, especially if the girl is from places no nearer than i am , for the fact that if she ever gets away, it'll go down to nothing.

Not been prejudice on religion, for no one is different.
its's the result of been too obedient to certain religion that make her, disturbed.
I want someone that is comfortable with her own religion,
that it gives her spirit and life, not despair and agony.
Spent quite a time consulting her, it worked for her but not for me.

Life value is what sets a successful individual and failed person a part.
however, sometimes the term successful and failure is too vague to be explained.
a poor person can be successful, if he / she is doing hard to survive, yet living a free, happy and content lives.
a rich person can be a failure, if they didn't use their riches in a proper way, and living in feared lives.
that's what i learn about her.

in all, its'always the same thing around me and you. love itself, has no specific qualidfication to justify it.


Finally, all's well ends well.
This is what i had been hoped for, as the battle to survive is nearing it's end, no one would judge on my performance, regardless of applause, or critic. i could only pray to be a stronger man, for lives, are not easy. 

2010年7月8日星期四

Back.......again.

Guys........!!!!

yes yes yes, i'm back again.

er........what should i say, many things happened.


firstly,

I moved to a new place and ...... the room is ok for me, since i'm not a big big guy, and doesn't need a big big room


secondly,

I no longer use shitty P1 anymore. but  had to share line with others. ( the truth, not really like it, always had to fight for spaces. sometimes lag, sometimes disconnect.)


thirdly,

Safe and soundly on my 2nd year. which i think, is much more demanding than the 1st year. but i'll do every necessary thing to survive. in other words, if nothing much happened,  i'll be well aiming my position for england.


fourthly,

something which i'm well on my way of doing, forgot everything about HER. (sigh), should've done that earlier, but .... something doesn't feel right about what we are right now, maybe it's just me, or is it not?

Fifth and finally,

Apparently, I'm not in luck for gambling,  team of my choice on this year's world cup didn't make it. shouldn't place any bets in the first place. no matter, i didn't put much concentration on this one.

Overall, these are the things that i've done on the past 3 months hiatus, some can be done , some would take some time to do it. maybe, i won't be thinking of doing it.

But i promise, as long as i'm able to stay online, this "sky" of  mine would still be around as we speak.
till then, signing out for today. 

2010年4月12日星期一

。。。。。。

嗨,我又来了!

说真的,今天头条让我想了很多,

我们当中,是否有像当事人说的那样,

是个贪心,忘本的人?

有时在想,活在同一个屋檐下,

是否需要让步,牺生?

是否该是时侯,检讨自己?

2010年3月18日星期四

改革,变化。。。。。。

很多事,说真的,不是我们所能控制的。

是否放着不管才是最好的办法呢?

是否,改革才是出路呢? 还是守旧才有出路呢?

说真的,我并非轻易放弃的人,然而,却也有不得不认命的时侯。。。。。。

说真的,“路不转,人转” 这句话我不太相信。。。。。。

我。。。。。。是否该要改变自己了吗?

2010年3月10日星期三

靠!

考试成绩出炉,
只能说我真的是大掉眼镜,
为什么差一点点而已 ?

2010年3月9日星期二

。。。。。。

有什么事情是我所担心的?

有什么事情是我已放心的?

有什么事情是我在追求的?

有什么事情是我已看淡的?

活到了这把年纪,想了这么多,

我想,应该有了答案,

我想,应该放下脚步,

我想,应该去做了吧。。。。。。