Four months of hiatus, here i am again.
nothing much actually, but it's just that a few things happened.
Firstly, betrayal of my pair work assignment partner.
this is a rather complicated thing, for if it's to be blamed, both of us were at fault.
I trust her too much on the celebrity selection, she's too lazy to find another one,
if the lecturer seeks for fault, we both had our wrongs, if it ever gets to me, i had nothing to say.
however, she put all the blame to me, makingt me as the one who's been blamed. can't imagine a bitch would do that, should've known that it will come to this. i had learn the mistake with a heavy price, and i vow to not make it again.
Secondly, it's all about HER
This is some girl that i could've fall on to, but i didn't.
the reason is, because of distance, religion, and value.
Distance as far as the other side of the country, for me it's rather unbearable to conduct long distance relationship, especially if the girl is from places no nearer than i am , for the fact that if she ever gets away, it'll go down to nothing.
Not been prejudice on religion, for no one is different.
its's the result of been too obedient to certain religion that make her, disturbed.
I want someone that is comfortable with her own religion,
that it gives her spirit and life, not despair and agony.
Spent quite a time consulting her, it worked for her but not for me.
Life value is what sets a successful individual and failed person a part.
however, sometimes the term successful and failure is too vague to be explained.
a poor person can be successful, if he / she is doing hard to survive, yet living a free, happy and content lives.
a rich person can be a failure, if they didn't use their riches in a proper way, and living in feared lives.
that's what i learn about her.
in all, its'always the same thing around me and you. love itself, has no specific qualidfication to justify it.
Finally, all's well ends well.
This is what i had been hoped for, as the battle to survive is nearing it's end, no one would judge on my performance, regardless of applause, or critic. i could only pray to be a stronger man, for lives, are not easy.
2010年7月8日星期四
Back.......again.
Guys........!!!!
yes yes yes, i'm back again.
er........what should i say, many things happened.
firstly,
I moved to a new place and ...... the room is ok for me, since i'm not a big big guy, and doesn't need a big big room
secondly,
I no longer use shitty P1 anymore. but had to share line with others. ( the truth, not really like it, always had to fight for spaces. sometimes lag, sometimes disconnect.)
thirdly,
Safe and soundly on my 2nd year. which i think, is much more demanding than the 1st year. but i'll do every necessary thing to survive. in other words, if nothing much happened, i'll be well aiming my position for england.
fourthly,
something which i'm well on my way of doing, forgot everything about HER. (sigh), should've done that earlier, but .... something doesn't feel right about what we are right now, maybe it's just me, or is it not?
Fifth and finally,
Apparently, I'm not in luck for gambling, team of my choice on this year's world cup didn't make it. shouldn't place any bets in the first place. no matter, i didn't put much concentration on this one.
Overall, these are the things that i've done on the past 3 months hiatus, some can be done , some would take some time to do it. maybe, i won't be thinking of doing it.
But i promise, as long as i'm able to stay online, this "sky" of mine would still be around as we speak.
till then, signing out for today.
yes yes yes, i'm back again.
er........what should i say, many things happened.
firstly,
I moved to a new place and ...... the room is ok for me, since i'm not a big big guy, and doesn't need a big big room
secondly,
I no longer use shitty P1 anymore. but had to share line with others. ( the truth, not really like it, always had to fight for spaces. sometimes lag, sometimes disconnect.)
thirdly,
Safe and soundly on my 2nd year. which i think, is much more demanding than the 1st year. but i'll do every necessary thing to survive. in other words, if nothing much happened, i'll be well aiming my position for england.
fourthly,
something which i'm well on my way of doing, forgot everything about HER. (sigh), should've done that earlier, but .... something doesn't feel right about what we are right now, maybe it's just me, or is it not?
Fifth and finally,
Apparently, I'm not in luck for gambling, team of my choice on this year's world cup didn't make it. shouldn't place any bets in the first place. no matter, i didn't put much concentration on this one.
Overall, these are the things that i've done on the past 3 months hiatus, some can be done , some would take some time to do it. maybe, i won't be thinking of doing it.
But i promise, as long as i'm able to stay online, this "sky" of mine would still be around as we speak.
till then, signing out for today.
2010年4月12日星期一
2010年3月18日星期四
改革，变化。。。。。。
很多事，说真的，不是我们所能控制的。
是否放着不管才是最好的办法呢？
是否，改革才是出路呢？ 还是守旧才有出路呢？
说真的，我并非轻易放弃的人，然而，却也有不得不认命的时侯。。。。。。
说真的，“路不转，人转” 这句话我不太相信。。。。。。
我。。。。。。是否该要改变自己了吗？
是否放着不管才是最好的办法呢？
是否，改革才是出路呢？ 还是守旧才有出路呢？
说真的，我并非轻易放弃的人，然而，却也有不得不认命的时侯。。。。。。
说真的，“路不转，人转” 这句话我不太相信。。。。。。
我。。。。。。是否该要改变自己了吗？
2010年3月9日星期二
2010年2月26日星期五
2010年1月25日星期一
那又怎样？
好不容易的，考试终算完了，虽然说可以过4个礼拜假，但一想到成绩就，唉。。。
说真的，我能够撑到这个Sem 也算不错了，以我的态度来说的话。。。。。。
不过，最令我灰心的是，我最爱的双亲，没能够支持我，一考完试就被他们泼冷水，心里非常的痛.
哎，店里有工又怎样？ 日子还不是做一天，算一天？说真的，我真的有点累了，不想再这样下去，好希望能够得到你们的量解，不支持我的话，就跟我安静，什么都不要讲。
今年新年，最特别的是我将参加我人生中，第一个同学会，form 5 的。说真的，好怀念当时的时候， 至少没现在那样复杂。不过我在想，4年的差距，不知大家过得如何？是否跟当时一样？
很快的，过完年后, 就要开始第3个sem 了，九个星期的时间，可能会很匆忙，但我会尽力去应付。如果，这个sem又fail 的话，全部都要在第3个sem resit 掉它，才能安全的上2nd year. 而我的local training 要等开学后才去了，还剩三年的和约，要好好的过完他。
现在心情有点复杂，但不管怎样，都要好好的应付。
别说我固执，我只是想好好的完成一件事。做老板又如何，还不是要看人脸色 ？
我好想做大事，好想出国，好想交女朋友，不想像你们那样，又刻板又老套。
说真的，我能够撑到这个Sem 也算不错了，以我的态度来说的话。。。。。。
不过，最令我灰心的是，我最爱的双亲，没能够支持我，一考完试就被他们泼冷水，心里非常的痛.
哎，店里有工又怎样？ 日子还不是做一天，算一天？说真的，我真的有点累了，不想再这样下去，好希望能够得到你们的量解，不支持我的话，就跟我安静，什么都不要讲。
今年新年，最特别的是我将参加我人生中，第一个同学会，form 5 的。说真的，好怀念当时的时候， 至少没现在那样复杂。不过我在想，4年的差距，不知大家过得如何？是否跟当时一样？
很快的，过完年后, 就要开始第3个sem 了，九个星期的时间，可能会很匆忙，但我会尽力去应付。如果，这个sem又fail 的话，全部都要在第3个sem resit 掉它，才能安全的上2nd year. 而我的local training 要等开学后才去了，还剩三年的和约，要好好的过完他。
现在心情有点复杂，但不管怎样，都要好好的应付。
别说我固执，我只是想好好的完成一件事。做老板又如何，还不是要看人脸色 ？
我好想做大事，好想出国，好想交女朋友，不想像你们那样，又刻板又老套。
2010年1月13日星期三
又来了。。。。。。
哈，我又来了。隔了快要一个星期才来更新，有好多话要说。
首先，去了KLCC的kinokuniya书店买书，买了周杰伦的“刺陵”写真书，说真的，拍得不错。但听说销量不是很好，真的搞不懂为什么会这样？
花了几天时间冲刺考试，但说实在的，准备的功夫做的不多，是心情所致吧（哈，藉口！）这个学期可说是经历了冰河时代，是我求学以来的低朝期，整个学期可是孤军做战，很少开口和同学说话，觉得他们看我像看到怪物酱。一时间觉得非常的羞愧，我的斗志去了哪?
用了几天时间整理思绪, 回想起过去发生的事，一时觉得有点不可思议，发现自己还在这里，活着跳着，除了感恩还是感恩，真的，经历了学姐离世的事，让我对身边的事与物都看淡了，起初有点不能接受，但慢慢的，我终于明白到“万事无常”的道理。
最后，要提早的对某人贺寿：
1月18日的周杰伦先生 ，生日快乐，等你的新专辑！
说完。
首先，去了KLCC的kinokuniya书店买书，买了周杰伦的“刺陵”写真书，说真的，拍得不错。但听说销量不是很好，真的搞不懂为什么会这样？
花了几天时间冲刺考试，但说实在的，准备的功夫做的不多，是心情所致吧（哈，藉口！）这个学期可说是经历了冰河时代，是我求学以来的低朝期，整个学期可是孤军做战，很少开口和同学说话，觉得他们看我像看到怪物酱。一时间觉得非常的羞愧，我的斗志去了哪?
用了几天时间整理思绪, 回想起过去发生的事，一时觉得有点不可思议，发现自己还在这里，活着跳着，除了感恩还是感恩，真的，经历了学姐离世的事，让我对身边的事与物都看淡了，起初有点不能接受，但慢慢的，我终于明白到“万事无常”的道理。
最后，要提早的对某人贺寿：
1月18日的周杰伦先生 ，生日快乐，等你的新专辑！
说完。
2010年1月8日星期五
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